Monday, June 27, 2011


An unstoppable rage flows through me, it's true
You won't even recognize me when I'm through
But as Bambi is as far away, lost as Beauty
I will have to try something else before I continue with my duty

But while the monster I am wants to rip things apart
The little remnant of human I have is rather smart
There will be repercussions if I unleash my anger
But the monster I am nearly thrives on danger

Someone, someone, out there
Tell me I'm doing wrong
And maybe, maybe, maybe
You'll stop me midsong

I don't want to hurt them, they are innocent folk
They've never hurt anyone and they love telling jokes
Bambi knows this about me and she knows I can't stop
She knows that I will reduce myself to slop

I can't help it, I'm a monster!
And I have been for a time
I'm forced to scavenge Dumpsters
For enough food to survive

I'm a cruel one, a beast
I'm a mean old mister Grinch
But I'm so, so much worse
I ruin or end lives in a cinch

And I hurt those closest to me
And I inspire hate in all around me
And I can't become a better me
And I think the Creature's found me

Sunday, June 26, 2011


I refuse to believe it, it simply can't be so
Because if she was dead - then wouldn't I know?
But perhaps her scent has escaped my heart
Perhaps I truly have been left in the dark

Wednesday, June 22, 2011

Insolent worm. Why are you still searching for Beauty? She's dead.

She never even wanted you. In fact, with her last breath, she cursed your name.

Wednesday, June 15, 2011


Fight and flight and right and quite
Night and kite and light and might
Though Beauty has escaped my sight
The Creature taunts me still, causing fright

But not in me, no, not in me, no, it won't get my mind
It hurts the ones around me and the havens that I find
I run and run and run and run and cannot ever stay
And even in the night I flee from things that attack in day

Sunday, June 12, 2011


I'll rip the Creature's flesh apart
I'll tear into it with tooth and nail
The Creature can't stop me from having heart
And I will laugh as I watch it flail

It has taken Beauty from me
It has taken everything from me
It has slaughtered innocents
It has done things I can't see

But though the Creature is a monster
The Creature is still a living thing
And the one thing I know about all living things
Is that many would like to do no more than sing

Perhaps we cannot hear its song
Perhaps we've heard it all along
But that simply does not change the fact
That it must die - it's made its pact

Wednesday, June 8, 2011


I think that I have found her
Yet I lose her, then I flounder
And it's in my darkest hours
That to me love seems so sour

I wonder if she's not gone
The signs all point to absence
But I have searched so long
Could it be she's dead forever?

Saturday, June 4, 2011


I am, I am, because I have to find her
But right now I'm only all the blinder
I don't see how she could have disappeared
Of all the things that I have feared...


I'm crying, I'm trying
I'm doing the right thing
I'm lying, I'm flying
Am I doing the right thing?

Friday, June 3, 2011

Turn Off The Light

I'm a monster, I'm disgusting
Just don't look at me
I'm not fit to be alive
And if not for her, I wouldn't be

Where The Wild Wind Whirls

It gives me sorrow, makes me sad
I've lost the trail - this is bad
It makes me angry, makes me mad
And now there is revenge to be had

Wednesday, June 1, 2011

where diyd you go
whhy atre you gone

gwher wherer where


when wwill you
comc e for mee

cbeacuse ============NEVR


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NVER letsv go



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now he  ttakes ours


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